You watch sad movies, read sad book, seen your friends heart broken, but you never actually understand until it happens to you. I didn’t want him to be my “first love” i thought he would be my only love, I guess we all probably do. I hope someday I can look at it as a great two years in love, and it was, but for now everything just hurts so badly. Everything reminds me of you. I walk outside and go to put on my sunglasses, you gave me. I go to put on the big comfy t-shirt i always wear to bed, yours. Turn on my fan when the room is hot, yours. The list goes on for hours. How can I pretend i’m ok when you’re everywhere. When will it stop hurting?
(via getfuckinfit)
Day 1: A facial feature you like on yourself
I guess I like my eyes, it’s one of the only features I can change nothing about but one of the only things i actually like about myself.
I took this a week ago on my 20th birthday and sent it to my boyfriend, I can only speak for myself, but I feel beautiful. Yes i’m 199 pounds and have a long way to go before i’ll be completely happy, but how can you tell me that i’m not beautiful, I’m tired of them letting me hate myself. Self love.
am i wrong for thinking this?
I decided to split my half hour of cardio between the treadmill and elliptical, I never actually run on the treadmill but when i got to minute 8 i decided i would run for 1 minute, then decided 2, then ended up running the rest of the time, I know it was only 7 minutes, but it’s 7 minutes longer then I’ve ran in a long time. :D Glad my boyfriend convinced my to go to the gym! Give me inspiration all you beautiful people i’m in such a loving mood right now!?
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